Chermin

2006-09-20T18:00:00.000+08:00

HEYYO!!!

Alrighty, i have MOVED!!!
Ya'll can come visit me at my new site.

& oh! RE-LINK me, please!

Love ya, huns!
MWAAAAAAAH!

2006-09-18T15:55:00.000+08:00

I had Literature paper II today. THE JOY LUCK CLUB.
Oh, Amy tan, OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :(
The paper is at 11 and so, i got there at 10 plus. And the moment i got to school, entering the canteen, Debbie Ng Ning shouts out to me saying that she's gonna have to feed on grass and water for the entire week. I was like, hahaha wth!!! :)
Anyway, i didn't exactly get to finish my paper as i ended abruptly for my essay question. And ohmygoodnessgraciousme, they set the passage-based based on YING-YING ST CLAIR. Waiting between the trees. -.-
Okay. Right.

Plus i didn't catch enough sleeeep last night. I had only 3 plus hours sleep and MANCHESTER UNITED LOST TO ARSENAL. (Newsflash)

Anyway, i won't even be using my Prelim grades to ATTEMPT entering Catholic Junior College (CJC). I've gotta study hard. Oh gosh.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME DO WELL FOR 'O' LEVELS!!!!!

Next papers up:
PAPER 1 for Biology, Physics and Chemistry.
Screw Physics and Chemistry. Oh screw you. :( :( :(
I just can't do well in them. It's so infuriating, alright.

And i've got dinner tonight with Dad's side of the family.
Aunt Louisa is back from Hong kong, Shen yen's flying back to London. So, dinnnnner!
Goooooooooooooooooody.

Oh and i had dimsum for lunch again.
I swear i love dimsum, man. Feed me :D

MORE PICTURES OF THIS LITTLE IMP, CHANTELLE.

Mm i should upload the videos of Chantelle dancing and shouting at Nic soon.

Chantelle with her tiny micromini skirt at our garden/entrance stairs area.

I totally love her! Look at her legs. SHE'S OH-SO-ADORABLE :D

She was pointing to this tiny tiny earthly crawly thing and kept shouting, 'ANT! ANT!' And then she does the motion and places her hand above her heart and repeats 'SCARED. SCARED!' Heehee!!!!

A small infant playing with a Mont Blanc pen. She was drawing on our order list -.-

Chantelle splitting the peanut into two. Mm, and this is at Beng hiang.

ALRIGHTY! I'm gonna just hang around now.
I feel like soaking in my jacuzzi till it's time to get ready for dinner. Wf is asleep.
Mmkay, maybe i'll do just that. :D
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-17T21:09:00.000+08:00

WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How could you.

I have no mooood to study Lit.

2006-09-17T20:17:00.000+08:00

~~1. Jing-mei Woo's stories (The Joy Luck Club, Two kinds, Best quality, A pair of tickets)~~
~~2. An-mei Hsu's stories (Scar, Half and half -Rose Hsu Jordan, Without wood -Rose Hsu Jordan, Magpies)~~
3. Lindo Jong's stories (The red candle, Rules of the game -Waverly Jong, Four directions -Waverly Jong, Double face)
4. Ying-ying St Clair's stories (The Moon lady, The voice from the wall -Lena St Clair, Rice husband -Lena St Clair, Waiting between the trees)
5. Understand and study the parables
6. Comparison
7. Relationships
8. Similarity in characters
9. Differences in characters

Okay, i'm like so superly DEAD for Lit paper II tomorrow. :(
I haven't completed much.
Should i hella mug tonight? Oh, spare the panda eyes. I have ultra heavy eyebags and it gets me so displeased. SIGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
:( :( :( :( :( :(
Mm, so whats the best suggestion!
Okay, i'll decide later.

YAYYYYYYY, food from Chomp chomp!
I so love eating the food there and i so love Singapore's hawker life (in certain areas). I'm craving for Newton's hokkien mee and fish porridge. Yummmmmy!!!!
Of course, there's a fair share of awesome food in Chomp chomp too!!
Hee, how'd it be like to be a FOOOOOOD GURU! Eh i don't mind. :D
All the fabulous food at the tips of my fingers, yo! :)

Okay, back to LIT.
Die.
AMY TAN!! :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

How'd things end up this way?

2006-09-17T19:15:00.000+08:00

Everyday i sit here waiting, everyday just seems so long. And now i've had enough of all the hating. Do we even care, it's so unfair. Any day it'll all be over. Any day there's nothing new. And now i just try to find some hope, to try and hold onto. And it starts again, it'll never end.

I'm heavily broken, and i don't know what to do.
It just seems like i'm choking, and i can't even move.
When theres nothing left to say, what can you do?
I'm heavily broken, and there's nothing i can do.

Almost giving up on trying, almost heading for a fall. And now my mind's just screaming out. I've got to keep on fighting. But then again, it doesn't end.

Feels like i'm drowning, i'm screaming for air.
Louder i'm crying, and you don't even care.

I had a terrible dream last night.
And i kept waking up and taking time to sleeep again so i didn't manage to get much sleep. Say, perhaps around 5 hours max.

Anyway, went out for lunch today.
I don't know whose bright idea it was to try some Tunglok restaurant at Paramount hotel called The Paramount. The place totally sucks and i hate the ambience in the restaurant. I mean, a Tunglok restaurant should have a certain standard. Look at places like Jade at Fullerton, Humble house at Esplanade and Kippo at Keppel Club. Those are just examples and in no particular order.
And my favourite dessert, Tangyuan, sucked. :(
Forget it, just don't ever go to that restaurant.

And then, went to visit my Dad's friend's place.
Both husband and wife are doing so well la. I want to be successful when i grow up too! Like seriously, they're very wealthy but modest. :) I enjoy talking to them.

Today didn't go so well for me.
Neither did yesterday.

Right.

2006-09-17T01:19:00.000+08:00

She asked if you could stay, did ya think about me when you almost turned away. Did ya think about me when you picked up the phone? Should have left it just ringing and made it seem like everything was the same as it had always been.

Did ya think about me being half awake and crying
lying on the floor and waiting for the break of day
didn't think about tearing me apart
At any moment in the night, you could have tried to make it right
Why, why, why?

Now in an afterthought, were you thinking about me? Don't know what you did it for, cos you were thinking about you. So, you want me to believe you were thinking about me. Isn't hard for me to see you didn't stop for anything

2006-09-16T17:48:00.000+08:00

Break it down now, i'll tell you what i feel.
From the moment that i met you, it's been so damn real.
My heart seems to skip another beat everytime we speak, can't believe i feel so weak.
Tell me that you really need me, and you want me and you miss me and you love me
I'll be your lady
I'll be around waiting for you, I'll put it down be the woman for you.

Okay, SUCCESSSSS!!!!!! (Partly)
I finished reading JING-MEI WOO'S stories in The Joy Luck Club already.
FAILURE!(Partly)
I still have alot to read and do.
I'LL BREAK IT DOWN FOR YA.

~~1. Jing-mei Woo's stories (The Joy Luck Club, Two kinds, Best quality, A pair of tickets)~~
2. An-mei Hsu's stories (Scar, Half and half -Rose Hsu Jordan, Without wood -Rose Hsu Jordan, Magpies)
3. Lindo Jong's stories (The red candle, Rules of the game -Waverly Jong, Four directions -Waverly Jong, Double face)
4. Ying-ying St Clair's stories (The Moon lady, The voice from the wall -Lena St Clair, Rice husband -Lena St Clair, Waiting between the trees)
5. Understand ans study the parables
6. Comparison
7. Relationships
8. Similarity in characters
9. Differences in characters

HOW AM I GOING TO FINISH EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

2006-09-16T13:59:00.000+08:00

I'm so bloooooooooooody furious now, like damn.
Firstly, i was woken up at 10 plus by my brother because i suppose my folks got him to wake me up. Fine, thats alright. I went to wash up and get ready because Nic mentioned something about going out to dine. So i got ready and went down, being extremely hungry, and found out that they had gone out to buy food back instead. From experience, i know that they take eons to get back. Knowing how annoying my Mum can be and how good she is in dragging things. I kicked up a huge fuss. I WAS SO HUNGRY, FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
And then i had to gorge myself with tidbits till they came back. And there, all the horror began. Those midgets.
Mum comes in by the door when i just came down the stairs and walked to the living area. Then she shouts at me 'YOU'RE STILL WATCHING TV TILL NOW!!!!!!!!!' And i was so bllooooooooody annoyed. I JUST CAME DOWN, BLOOOODY HELL. I read The Joy Luck Club and ate while waiting for the KING & QUEEN. And then, i looked away from her and went to pack up the newspapers that Chantelle messed up. I WAS BEING NICE LA. And UGH!!!!!!!!!!!! My dad came in next through the door saying, 'SORRY FOR WAKING YOU UP LA. DA XIAO JIE. YOU MEAN WE CANT WAKE YOU UP. IF WE DIDN'T, YOU'LL STILL BE SLEEPING LIKE A PIG AND I BET YOU WON'T STUDY FOR THE ENTIRE DAY. WHAT TIME DID YOU SLEEP LAST NIGHT. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP. HUH!!!!!'. So i argued back saying that i slept at 11 last night and read The Joy Luck Club and was reading it this morning too. SO HE SAID DAMN SARCASTICALLY, 'YEAH I'M SORRRRRRRY. MY FAULT'
And throughout the whole time when i prove him wrong or when he's trying to blooooooooody hell make me sound like a piece of shit, he'll repeatedly go 'MY FAULT' or 'OH MY FAULT AGAIN. SORRY AGAIN' and all his crap.
I'M SO MAD NOW.
It's so stupid. And he doesn't know how heavy i'm feeling now with other things on my mind too. So i;m gonna screw prelims too.

Yknow what, this whole thing isn't working out.
I'm becoming a monster, damn.

SO, PISS OFF.

Focus on Chantelle.

Nic

2006-09-15T15:32:00.000+08:00

Helllllooooooooooooooooooo
I'm not exactly in the mood to update now but well, i shall. Yeeeaahhhhhhh.
Had Emath I today. It was definitely better than Paper 2, i'm so failing that. I'm not kidding, mate. I know i sound so relaxed about it and all but actually i'm dying inside. I mean, whats going to happen to me? My O levels? If i don't score up to expectations, i'm screwed already. Yes, thats how serious the circumstances are.
At times, i really just feel like hurling all the school books and notes away. And it is so prohibitive, in terms of my future. I can't afford to throw everything away, the cost of my actions will be so so high.
It is, of course, self-evident that i have to study and score good grades to secure a stable future. OKAY WHATEVERRRRRRRRRRRR. Enough.

I am so loving The Veronicas now!
They're simply simply simply awesome.
Listen to their music, alright!!!!

Oh, the monotony of my life.

2006-09-14T17:54:00.000+08:00

Sorry guys, i haven't been updating.
Anyway, it's hte prelim period now. Weird enough, i don't feel exactly very stressed. I've been going out everyday and have been enjoying myself with things like gelato to waffles to prawn mee, etc. Mmm, yeaaahhh.
Pictures will be uploaded some other time.
Sorry folks!!

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2006-09-09T02:23:00.000+08:00

I just managed to scan in some random pictures as we FINALLY bought a new scanner the other time but took forever to start using it.
Well, Nic scanned in the pictures for me so, thanks bro. ;)

Plus, i just came back from The Cathay again.
Caught 'Singapore dreaming' just now. Honestly, i don't really fancy it and theres a huge load of the hokkien language being spoken in the movie. Hilarious at certain parts but other than that, very realistic i guess.

And dinner at Chomp chomp. :D

My birthday pictures are below toooooooooooo.

Mmkay, there you go!

We were cutting Chantelle's second birthday cake for her 2nd year birthday. She had the Barney one earlier on.
Oh, and her birthday is on 11th August.

This was taken back during the June holidays 2006.

Mm, taken in Genting during the June holidays too! It was superly cold during that period of time in particular so i had to wear Nic's SJI jacket over my clothes + jacket.
BBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

SWEEEEEEEEET SIXTEEN

Dong!! :)

Alrighty then!!
LOVE YA!
MWAH! <3

2006-09-08T15:42:00.000+08:00

I have a massive splitting headache now.
And i don't see why i have to have this at all times. I don't feel good at all.
It's pretty nerve-wrecking for me now, i have these amount of things running through my mind. Plus, you think that it's implausible when it actually is true.

And i have to get it, out of all the times.
Also, i'm getting tubby by the day.

I can't stand this headache.
It's driving me nuts.

2006-09-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

YAYHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D
I had a Java Chip frap to go from The Cathay just now and oh, got tickets to catch 'Singapore dreaming' tomorrow. Yeeaahhhhhhh.

Anyway, went out for dinner.
Nic and i kept disturbing Chantelle in the car. It was fun la. :) Heh.
She kept insisting on turning on the Telly in the car but she wasn't even watching the darn cartoon. Or she'll keep screaming till we change cartoons for her to watch but still, she won't be satisfied. A pain, really. But i still love her, man. :)

The Cathay

Spageddies. I like the plate! :)

Chantelle :D

Java chip Frap! :D

Love ya! MWAH <3

2006-09-07T16:43:00.000+08:00

This is so bloooooody hilarious! (To me, that is)
Nic totally watches their videos and this is just one of them. Haha, it's great!
AND THIS ONE IS JUST FREEAKY.
Enjoy :D

BYE!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-07T14:46:00.000+08:00

My most decent entry in a long time.
I finally can get myself to type with more awareness and discipline.
:D Whooooooooooooohooooooo!

So, i stayed up for like the entire night. :/
But i guess it wasn't that bad, Wf was talking to me on the cell all the time. Except when he napped for a short short short period of time while i went to surf the net. But hey, that was absolutely fine with me.
And i kept checking back at _________.com etc to check the ______ for him. Yeah, plus i was doing it with the lights off so, it was rather tedious too! :( Constantly straining my eyes to look out for the ______. Alrighty!
And i accidentally jolted my toes against this pretty sharp corner just now. :( Hnnnnh!
That sucks, okay.

And it seems oh so probable that i'll screw up my Prelims.
I just don't know what is wrong with me recently. I used to work hard. Hey i worked hard for Midyr and it was a massive improvement for me. I wanted to keep on going that way, constantly improving myself and feeling jubilant. But i just have to bring this upon myself.
I definitely want to enter a College, a reputable one in fact.
And i guess i'll be striving for Catholic Junior College (CJC). And if my results will be up to mark, that's another matter.
I heard that the Prelims are extremely crucial to help me enter the JC of my choice. People who get in via the Prelims have a much higher advantage as compared to those who aren't. And by the looks of it, i'm going to screw up my Prelims real badly. Then, what am i going to do from here?
Unless if i can manoeuvre my way about this and study hard for the O's. Man, i totally dislike this. And like some put it, 'to the core'.
I'm feeling oh-so-penitent now.

Anyway, i rang for Pizza delivery again just now.
Seriously, i am so ultimately grateful for DELIVERY SERVICES. Honest. I think it's really cool and convenient. Plus, i get my food within a decent span of time.
Is that great or what! :)
So yeah, had the Pepperoni pizza and drumlets. MMMMMMMMMM!
And now, i'm satisfied but bloated again.
I hate getting bloated, it just gets on my nerves. I feel like a huge hot air balloon is in my tummy, just preparing to bloooooow. :/ Sick.

Plus i totally felt like Nic's lackey just now.
Having to help him bring his foooood up and down the stairs etc. But i guess that isn't too bad hur! I get that teeny weeny bit of exercise but seriously, i hate feeling like someone else's lackey. Unless if i don't mind doing the things. :)

Can i just pummel you to vent all the anger?

Kit Kat & Prawn rolls.
Prawn rolls weren't fantastic though.

The Literature text: The Joy Luck Club.
Alright, give succour to me. I'm in huge distress now. All the linkings, themes and characters in the book are just driving me nuts. Help?

Hey Romeo

2006-09-05T15:43:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry.

My one and only. <3

My hot shot Superman.

I want the fancy pancy things too!

Bye bye for now!

2006-09-04T15:39:00.000+08:00

So many lectures today.
Dad and Mum keep nagging to me about my studies and i think it really does hit me. I have not been studying at all. Maybe when i was around Dong and Shermin, i did do some work. After that, i've been playing like shit. I haven't even completed my revision for any subject.
Now i'm damn worried.
Worst thing is, i still can't get myself to work hard.
And they told me many things that'll happen to me.
I'm so afraid now, so so so afraid.

Pictures:

Chendol

People call this 'gong gong'

Pictures of the carnival at Cowboy town

Fireworks

Nic and i were playing this throughout the entire trip

Red indian show
They play with fire.

Chermin, Chantelle.

Dad and Chantelle

Nic said that the way i sit is damn gay. So he was trying to imitate the way my legs went 'gay'. And there, the result.

Nic and i

I was watching 'The object of my affection' on Star Movies just now.
It's sad. :(

Okay whatever.

Bye.

2006-09-04T11:41:00.000+08:00

Hey sorry for the terribly late update, folks.
I went over to Malaysia on extremely short notice over the weekends and haha, i'm back again!! However, i'll update later today (i think) as i'll be going out soon.
Probably with the pictures i think.

Okay fuck i'm damn pissed off now.
BYE.

2006-09-01T19:10:00.000+08:00

I got the DDR picture from Birdy.

My hair looks damn strange here. Anyhoo, i'll be cutting it shorter very very very soon!!! :D And oh, that's Shermin & Chermin. :)

Went out today, now i'm at home.
Going out for dinner sooooooon.

I WANT TO DDR!!! :(
Eh, ya'll come follow me okay.
HAHA IT'S FUN TO DDR EVEN WHEN I'M DANG LOUSY AT IT. But hey, it's the fun that counts. :)

Missed Weeeeeejia today!
Will seeya soon, girlfriend!

I'll update again soon.
Bye, maties.

2006-08-31T20:54:00.000+08:00

PICTURES FOR TODAY, BELOW.

Hello everyone, bad day.
But i guess friends do cheer you up.
(I'll sound happy. & thanks Shermin and Andrea)

Anyhows, i met Anna at the bus-stop at school. We waited for Dong to arrive and whooooooo, i didn't have to wait long for her!!!
Usually she takes forever. Like, seriously man.
Mm so, we decided to just go to the classroom already. Yeah and i think everyone didn't expect us to come. HEY BUT WE DID. Dong and i kept our words!
Oh oh oh oh oh! Weejia bakes pretty sugary cupcakes. :) It was delicious, babe. And thanks Maria. For letting me taste it!
Okay and then, eat eat eat eat eat eat eat.
Oh and Mrs Lok came with her little baby girl, Isabel. It's rather heartwarming to see such a pretty scene. She baked chocolate chip muffins for all of us and of course, i totally love it.
Oh, come feed my sweet tooth.
Yada yada.
Okay and then assembly performance shit.
And wooooooooooo, school's over!!

Though things weren't really working out for me so i felt kinda abcdxyz.

Anyhoooo, we went to meet Liying and took a cab.
Anna, Andrea and i.
Dropped Liying off at AMK Mrt and then we continued taking the cab to cine to meet Qiqi.
Yeah and then went up to the arcade area. Bumped into Kim tan, Rahmuna and Rahwani (?). Yeah then we headed to the arcade for DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION.
I'm like super mega ultra lousy at it. :(

Yeah, and then headed to Long johns.
I have not eaten that shit in like a thousand years. Yeah.
Spent some time there.

Off to Egames level to rent the private room whatever shit (?).
Yeah, and we got Dungeon 8 or something like that.
WHOA IT WAS THE SHIT MAN. We got the room with the telly and 2 computers. And because of that, we were like sitting realllllly close to the telly la.
We should've gotten another room.
By then there were few of us:
Me, Andrea, Anna, Qiqi, Kim tan, Rahmuna, Rahwani(?), Birdy, Christabel.
Then, Ruth yeow came.
Then Shermin came.

WATCHED SAW II.
And rented Underword revolution which was 'Underwater world' to Birdy.
And seriously man, the show is like so bloooody gruesome and sadistic. :(:(
I know they enjoyed it, sick little monkeys.

And then, DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION again.

HEY SHERMIN, MY TWINNY!!
Remember, i'm younger.
Gosh, she said that we look alike!

Anna punching me :(

Sigh, the small eyes. And i need my braces! (after O's) -Oh, the torture.
I was carrying Isabel, Mrs Lok's baby girl.
More pictures of her below!

ME, Dong and Gwen.

Dong and i in the hall.

Ohmygoodness la, i need to enlarge my eyes and get rid of the eye bags.
:( :( :(

Anna and Benny looking oh-so-loving!!!
Okay more like, only Benny la.

Isabel

Isabel

Rahmuna's wearing my pullover.
Kim tan is beside her smiling for the camera la, but Anna's head just has to be so extra. Haha.

Okay, bye bye.

Tomorrow's the FIRST day of the month.
And that means..................

2006-08-30T19:14:00.000+08:00

Yo wassup ya'll, sorry i ain't got no cool shit pictures today.

Haha, soon. :)
Alrighty then. Well, since i screwed up my Physics and Chemistry practical, at least i didn't exactly screw up the Biology one though i'm not confident about it at all.
Sigh, bye Prelim practicals.

Had English paper 1 and 2 prelim papers today.
I did an argumentative essay and the section two functional writing is such a toughie. Howdy there, screweddddd.
I was dozing off when i was doing passage B of Paper 2. LIKE SERIOUSLY, MAN. I was so blooooooody sleepy that i totally almost dozed off. So i kept drinking water.
I rushed through the paper so i could hurry get some sleep and wow, i think i fell asleep damn quickly la. :D
Though i was later woken up by the teacher as she had to collect my script. MM, YEAH.

So, blah blah yada yada.

Went down to Coro after school for Chicken chop with Superman :D
Yeah, and he was so ultimately sleepy that i felt so bad.
Off to Btp to deposit cash.
Yada yada yada
Went home.

Teacher's day shit tomorrow.
Gosh, yeah i'm SOOOOOOOOOO psyched.
Hur hur.

Oh, and i got my period.
:(

Okay, i'm waiting for my dear to give me a ring!
CAN'T WAIT.
HURRY CALLLLLL :D

Heehee, bye bye bye bye bye!!!!

2006-08-27T16:38:00.000+08:00

LETS REDEFINE HURT.
AND IF IT'S HURT THAT YOU WANT TO SEE, IT'S HURT THAT I'M GONNA SHOW YOU.

Dong stayed over.
FUCK I HAVE NO MOOD TO UPDATE NOW.

OKAY THEN, FUCK.

I'll compensate by uploading more pictures.
Bloody hellllllllllllllllll.

These were taken on my birthday:

Ah lianxz worx.

Fuck, okay bye.

2006-08-22T13:16:00.000+08:00

'I love egg' song!!

It's so adorable okay, heehee!! :D

The adorable carrot song!!!

2006-08-22T12:51:00.000+08:00

MY BEAUTIFUL STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE.

I didn't attend school today.

Yesterday lunched at Food republic.

Wf picked me up from school.
HE GAVE ME A SUNFLOWER! :D

Okay, now pictures. Haha!
And more videos below!!!

Nic and i

Chantelle grabbing onto Daddy.

The other night at Seoul garden.

Gwen, me, Shermin

MODEL STUDENTS!! Look at our hair, hahaha!

OREO ME & OREO GWEN

OREO DONG!

Cam-whoring.
(PS: Jiawen, you look nice here!)

Wf gave me this pretty sunflower :D

I like the ribbon!

Anna's cupcake!! It's so adorable. :)

KISSables

Ice jelly.

Nasi padang

Rojak

Chantelle with ligo raisins.
Nic tries to take some from her and she screams 'GO AWAY!!!'
Hahaha!

MAJULAH
Video of Wf and some other person
LONG LONG TIME AGO.

STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE
I took the video and the volume is quite soft at the beginning but improves after awhile.

Chantelle walking

Alrighty folks!!
Thats all for now.
:D

2006-08-20T09:54:00.000+08:00

Okay i shall update abit i guess.
SOME PICTURES BELOW
I'LL UPLOAD THE REST ANOTHER TIME.

GRADUATION PHOTO-TAKING DAY, 19TH AUGUST

Got to school early, waited for everyone at the foyer like a lone ranger. HAHAHA!!! So reminds me of Coach Jerry.
Then i went to the bus-stop to wait for Dong!
Met Dong, then Gwen came.
Then Anna.
Then Chong, haha.

Blah blah blah blah blah
Snap snap
Blah blah

Photo-taking over!

TODAY HAS GOTTA BE ONE OF THOSE DAYS THAT I EAT AN INCREDIBLE AMOUNT OF FOOD. LET'S CHECK IT OUT, OKAY.
Even Wf calls me a pig la.

1. Egg Mcmuffin MEAL at Mcds
2. Bacon salad
3. Roasted chicken
4. Rojak
5. Some beef noodles
6. Seoul garden buffet

Seriously, i wasn't even hungry as i had a heavy breakfast.
Eeeeeeeeeeeee.

PHOTOS!!!

Chermin and Gwen.

Chermin and Shermin

Again.

Andrea, Shermin, me and Gwen.

HAHAHA, guess whose underarm hair!!!

HE WENT HYYYPER.

Coolioxz.

Dinner at Seoul garden later with folks and Chantelle.

My very adorable baby sister, Chantelle.
(They went to tie her hair)

MORE PICTURES ANOTHER DAY!!!
I'M LAZY.

2006-08-19T23:55:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA, LOOKEY HERE.
IT'S CHERMIN WITH HER FAKE BUGS TEETH, FAKE ODD VOICE AND STRANGE BEHAVIOUR.

DAMN FUNNY LA, i'm not that spastic okay!!!!!

Haha, Gwen took these videos of me being dumb.

Gradution photo-taking today.
Haha, i'll see when i feel like it to upload the pictures.
Sorry folks.

Maybe i'll update more about today another time, okay!!!

Before i end, here's a nose trick by Mr CWF. :D

HAHAHA -SNORT.

2006-08-18T18:23:00.000+08:00

1. I finally finally finally got the cell today. But it's not exactly that great to me as i used it before in the past.

2. Grooming talk today, blah blah.

3. Graduation photo-taking tomorrow.

4. Remind Andrea not to be late!! Thats her standard. (She still laughs about it, gosh.)

5. Do up biology work, i owe tons of shit.

6. Get those pretty things to make my cell look really pretty :)

I NEED TO SHOWER NOW.
BYE STINKBOMBS!!!!!!!

They're trying to build a fence, by saying this won't last
They tell me i don't have a chance, that everything moves too fast
But everytime i close my eyes,
all i can think of is you and me
Oh baby can't you see....

2006-08-17T19:03:00.000+08:00

I miss you so much.

2006-08-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

English oral today.

I'm sorry but this is going to be a very unworthy post to read and i really do not have the mood to update. I apologise for that matter but well, i'll be back to my usual soon!
Mm, don't give up on me just because i can't write good stuff now!

When i'm with you, i believe in love.

I was being damn stupid today during Math class. I really didn't know or realise la.
I really hope that the two of you will be fine soon, alright!!

2006-08-12T15:03:00.000+08:00

Haven't updated for sometime. Ah well.

EH RUTH YEOW,
I'M MISCHA'S BIGGEST FAN!!!!!!!!! Not you.
Hahahahahaha!

Anyhows, Chantelle's birthday yesterday!

Wf went to wait for me at the bus-stop opposite school and we went to Harbourfront.
Ate at Breeks.
Blah blah.

Actually, i don't even feel like updating my blog la. I'm so tired now, haha.
Plus, got the blooooooody chinese results yesterday.
I can just killlllllllllllllllll myself.
Har haw?

Okay i'm hungry again.
I'm going food hunting in my kitchen now.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2006-08-10T00:11:00.000+08:00

It's national day today, and Gwen's birthday in a few mintutes time.

I woke up late again today.
People were supposed to wake me up as my relatives were coming over to pray to my Grandfolks. Aiya, they're so unreliable man.
I was supposed to meet Kim, Andrea, Gwen and Shermin at 1145 at Outram park station before meeting Ruth as it's a common stop for all of us. Anyway, i woke up at 1120 and rushed like shit to get down there on time. I got there at 12plus but it was okay as Gwen and Shermin were even later.
So, Kim and Andrea just had to wait but i joined them.
We took a train and were supposed to meet Ruth at Pasir ris station but instead, Ruth got onto the same train as us and we headed down to Pasir ris together.

Got to Pasir ris station and we bought milk tea, mm. Then off we go to Escape.
The Inverter and Rainbow rides were closed today. :(

The HAUNTED house was scary la.
I don't know why but the first time we went, there was this thing crawling all over and scaring us out of our wits. We were like scared and pushed to the end and when we looked behind, there was this skeletion vampire shit just behind us. Blooooooody hell.
I rushed for the door and ran out with them behind me.
We tried going in again after that but this time, the crawling thing was gone and things were a breeze already. But i was still damn blooody afraid that i kept grabbing onto Andrea and she had to pull me throughout the thing.
Ruth could still 'Yo wassup' to the creatures. Gosh :/

Pirate ship was the funniest with Shermin being damn crazy.
We were the two who kept screaming but hers is the most ridiculous!!
She can scream 'AAAAHHHHHHHHH' in five different tunes and for five times with rhythm. Ruth Yeow purposely sat opposite to see her scream.

Nevermind, took rides blah blah.
Went to sit down and buy drinks.

Took more rides and off we go to Lau pa sat.
Food food food food food.

Gwen and Shermin left and Kim, Andrea, Ruth and i were left.
We set off to Esplanade, thinking that there will be fireworks!!! There weren't any and this lady told us that there will be la.
We waited for a very long time before slowly making our way to the actual Esplanade. We were nearer to the Fullerton/Merlion side.

Saw Sasha (Ya dan), Zhiyi, Shanna and co.
Ya dan and Zhiyi came up to me to wish me a proper happy belated birthday before that Zhiyi reaches out to find my breasts. Nevermind la, both girls. I'm so used to her nonsense already.
And that Shanna keeps telling me that i'm ugly and was prettier last time. WTH la.

Then we waited with Andrea for Yvonne or Evonne(i don't know la!) before i made my way home.

Cabbed home from Serangoon train station.
Before that, this guy came to ask for my number.
It's like, uhhhhhhhhhhhhh. No.
Yeah, so of course i didn't give.

Got home at almost 2300.

Okay it's past midnight now. So.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GWEN!!!!!!!!

Take me to your heart

2006-08-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

It's my birthdayyyyyyyyyyy.
Thanks for the birthday wishes and gifts! :D

I didn't attend school today.

The day started off really bad.
I feel so guilty and all, i'm so sorry about that.
Anyway, then there came GWEN, ANDREA & LIYING.
I went to wash up and blah, then went down to meet them at Pastamania. Saw so many people in town today, ah well. Everyone, go celebrate my birthday!
I had the spicy crayfish pasta set meal but it wasn't spicy at all, it seemed so tomato sauce like. Anyhows, it was oooookay la.
We went to look around for whites today, went to Zara.
We were in the changing room and i accidentally went into one which had this lady changing! Ohmygosh i was like shocked la. So sorry, babe.
Gwen's gonna get a blazer, i'm still lost. Gosh. I'm not too sure about Andrea though.

So, we took a cab down to my place and Nic's friends were there too.
I sent Liying off, she cabbed down to Balmoral plaza.
We hung out and went to wait for my folks to come back.

So, Andrea, Gwen, and my family went down to Hard Rock cafe together.
Ate so much okay. Really.
They ordered burgers but i ordered the most, Surf and turf!!! It was nice.
Then there came the Mudpie and my sundae. I had my picture taken but it wasn't nice.
SOMEHOW, MY EYES ARE DAMN SMALL.
And my Dad kept shoooooooooting at me, goodness la.
But it was alright, i was so bloated.

We sent Andrea home after that. Gwen's folks came to pick her up.
I only realised today that my Mum used to stay where Andrea stays. Mum used to stay at Blk 55 whereas Andrea stays at Blk 57.
Mum stayed there a real long time ago. She was there when she was schooling.

I can't find the cable to transfer the camera's pictures to the computer. I'm not even sure if the program is working. :/

Tomorrow, i'll have to wake up early as my relatives will be coming over to give thanks to my granddad. After that, i'll have to leave and meet Andrea, Gwen, Shermin and Kim to head down to Escape.
Heres the challenge, i don't have a cell at the moment so i've got to figure how to find them. But i guess i'll be fine.

Spend spend spend spend spend spend spend

2006-08-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

Forget it.

Happy birthday to me.

No one.
Bye.

2006-08-06T22:07:00.000+08:00

You Are An Understanding Girlfriend!

You care about your guy, so much that you tend to put him first
And while this makes your relationship smooth, sometimes you let big things slide
Still be your understanding self, but if something really bothers you - let your guy know
He'll still want you, even if you occasionally disagree

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

1. I need to pay the bill
2. English comprehension - Springfield Secondary
3. Biology exam paper 1 and 2 - Tanjong Katong Sec
4. Biology TYS homework
5. Long overdue homework : Math
~~6. Tidy my table (I can't find my things)~~
7. Get my new cell
8. Control
9. At least start studying soon
10. Literature (The machine stops) Prose
11. Chemistry- Alkanes and alkenes worksheet
12. Get Whites for Graduation photo-taking
~~13. Satisfy my sugar craving (For now)~~

So, that's one thing off my list. Just a simple little task.

Anyway, i just got home.
Went to Spageddies at Marina Square for dinner, i like the food. Anyhows, we had to go buy some goodies as Chantelle's birthday is coming and we have to pack goodie bags for the kids at the childcare. Yeah, so we got a part of that settled already.

Why do i get the feeling that my birthday is going to be a disaster?
It already was last year, i pray that it won't be this year.
I love surprises.
So, what surprises am i gonna get?
Probably a surprise of not enjoying it.

Ugh, and i might not be able to skip school on my birthday.
This is so blooooooooody unfair, it so is. I can't stand it.
And like i said, it's going to be a disaster.

Where's my Superman?
My dear, you.

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer:
Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt.Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up!
Why a Cancer will love you:
You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs.A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

2006-08-06T14:01:00.000+08:00

Bad day.

1. I need to pay the bill
2. English comprehension - Springfield Secondary
3. Biology exam paper 1 and 2 - Tanjong Katong Sec
4. Biology TYS homework
5. Long overdue homework : Math
6. Tidy my table (I can't find my things)
7. Get my new cell
8. Control
9. At least start studying soon
10. Literature (The machine stops) Prose
11. Chemistry- Alkanes and alkenes worksheet

'll be really happy if i even get one of it done.
I've become so lazy that it's so infuriating, even to myself.
Was watching Mean girls just now.
I feel bitchy, oh bloooooooooooooody.

So, why is my life like that?

2006-08-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

Where is my Superman?

Anyhows, today has been an ultra superly bad day.
Firstly, i wore my new pants and blooooooooooody hell, this chilli prawn had to fall on my pants and a little of my blouse. I was like 'WTH'.
Like, really. That totally sucked and spoiled my day.
Don't worry, there are more unfortunate events to follow.

Then, we went to the Starhub store to get me my new cellphone.
Starhub because i'm using my Dad's contract to get the new cell. And we went to the one at UOB centre (or is it OUB centre? F. ) Whichever one it is.
We had to walk so farrrrrrrr from where Dad parked his car.
So fine, it's worth it to walk to get my cell, so i persevered.
When we got there, wow wheeeee we have to wait for 24 hours to change accounts as Dad needs to change the phoneline from a corporate to personal account.
So when i heard that, my face already turned to rotten sour plum.
There's more.
We went to Customer Service to check for discounts as Mum is a Hub Club member. So, they said that they can get discounts when purchasing the cellphone but we need to transfer the account under Mum's name to Dad's name as her contract isn't up yet but Dad's one is.
So, the bloooooooody Starhub needs 2 WHOLE WORKING DAYS to process it.
So howdy whee, i can only get my phone on perhaps earliest 8th Aug or later.
MY FACE TURNED EVEN MORE SOUR.

But whatever, i just got myself to get over it with the food.
Geylang has loads of food. (And loads of prostitutes too) -Mum kept commenting.

Yes, so there you go, my pathetic day.
IT MUST BE FROM ALL THOSE SHOULDER-TAPPING!!!!!!!!
Because yesterday was bad toooooo. Ask Andrea and Kim.
Gosh :(

Stop tapping my shoulder.

My birthday.
I want a surprise. :(

2006-08-03T18:35:00.000+08:00

Boy how'd you get your grill that way and
How much did you pay
Every time I see you
Tha first thing I'm gon' say hey . . .

Howdy rowdy powdy fowdy,
caught The fast and the furious Tokyo drift today!!
Okay, firstly, that stupid show if filled with girls in short tiny skirts and all that, you get the drift. So if you're a big fan of that, go catch it.
Other than that, the show is pretty good. To me :)

And oh, ya'll MUST MUST MUST MUST catch the 2100 show on Channel 8!!!!!
It's like hellllllllllla wow wheeeee GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.
:):):) Ain't kidding, folks.
Man, that girl must be feeling like some princess la, it was so sweeeeeeet. Yeah, but i'd rather she go with that guy than Jullian Hee though he might be pretty cute. Shermin says he's gay!
:/ Yeah, go figure man.
Go catch it, okay!!!!!!!!!!!

OH AND GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!
I dropped my cellphone into the blooooody toiletbowl.
Like, AGAIN!!!!!!! So, i was devastated + furious + annoyed + maddd !!!!!!!!!
I mean, who wouldn't be!!!!! I stormed out of the F washroom.
Pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft.

That's about it.
Plus we had a bloooody Physics test today. i planned to study in school but hey, clever me forgot to bring my guidebook to school. Oh forget it man.

AND I HAVE NO CELL NOW?
TOILETBOWL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah, real pissssssssssssssssssy.

2006-08-02T18:05:00.000+08:00

It's the KNICK KNACK PADDY WHACK still riding cadillacs.

Yo, homies. :)

Had History mock exam today, haha. Well, i started studying when i was in school. I totally mugged like shit for that crap and well, i hope i'll pass.
Mmhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Haha, i bought fan choy for recess.
Esther Jude LAW had to turn around and laugh at me about Lohmaikai. Seriously, i got a shock. She finds what i said funny.
Because i don't really get all these fan choy/lohmaikai shit. I don't know what it stands for too. But hey, the fan choy wasn't too bad la. :)And then, shared my Lays Nori seaweed with Kim and Anna.

Oh, and i shared crackers and seaweed during history class too!
Heeheeheeheeheeheeheeheehee :)
Yummmmmmyyumyum :]

Baby didn't go to school today, haha.
Well, lets just say that he was not feeling well.

There's Singapore Idol later. Should i catch it!!
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
? :(

I ain't speakin' about ballin', jus' thinkin' about brawlin' 'til y'all start ballin'.

2006-08-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

I'm in such a pissssssssy mood now.
There's History Mock exam tomorrow and i bloooooody hell have not studied no shit. I was out and then went home to have class with Gavin.
Okay, and here i am now.
It's the advertisements for the 2100 chinese show now so, i found time to update about my oh-so-dull mood. Yes, you get the drift.
I'm sorry that my post has to be so short and unworthy of a read so, yeah i apologise for that. My bad :(

Now, history?
Or don't bother about it at all?
MAN, WHAT A BUMMER.
Pfffffffffft.

2006-07-31T18:58:00.000+08:00

Howdy cowboys and cowgirls :D
So, what's up man? Heeheeheehawwwwwwwww
:):):)

I was just thinking of an image!
Paul twohill hairstyle, half-stuck tongue out, peace out signs with both hands
And go like, YO WASSUP MAN. ;)
Hahaha, kinda nice eh.

Mos burger today, heehee!! :)
-Rice burgers!!
-French fries
-MUSSELS!!
-Blended tea

YAY YAY YAY, I LIKE MOS BURGER!!!!!
:D:D:D:D:D

Baby's going to visit his Grandma now, i'm home already.
Haha.

I'm so full now la, we ate so much.
MUSSELS MUSSELS MUSSELS MUSSELS MUSSELS MUSSELS
:):):):):)
Seriously, the mussels at Mos burger is the sex man.
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Yo, da bomb man.

Harhar, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :)

2006-07-29T18:52:00.000+08:00

Howdy ya'll ;)
Heeheehee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alrighty, today was great FUN FUN FUN.
Haha, though yesterday was our unlucky day but ah well, it got better la!!

1. Esplanade
2. Marina square
3. Cafe cartel
-Soft shell crab and prawn combo
-2 soup of the days
-(Some spilled, i hope your pants is okay!) :D
4. Ben & Jerrys MIX&MATCH
5. Magazine
6. Ashworth
7. COOLIOZXZ COLOUR SHADES :]:]:]:]:]

Yo, we wore the same colours today manzxz! :)

Took pictures, but can't upload them.
Dumb shit la.

Okay! Bye bye nehzxz!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!

2006-07-27T20:19:00.000+08:00

Oh my goodness, there is SS Mock exam tomorrow.
Okay, i have not updated for quite sometime. I have things to say but i'm just really lazy to type it all down. Call it laziness. :(

Yes, and i'm kinda bummed over the chapters that i have to study.
I'm either studying one or two chapters.
Risk taking? I know. But hell, i so do not have time to completely study everything.

My life seems like a complete mess right now.
I just can't seem to fit bits and pieces of my life together or something. (I know it sounds silly) And yknow, i feel so pissed and all because i have not been studying and revising my work. I feel as though i've let myself down.
I have no motivation at all now. While other hardworking and smart lads are probably stuffing their minds with information to prepare for the upcoming exams right now.
I need to psycho myself! :(

Mcdonalds today after school with Shermin and small Gwen.
I upsized my meal, the items were large.
And then, off we went to look at dresses for the upcoming photo-taking, and besides, we plan to wear the whites again for the Graduation ceremony.
It's like, we can only wear WHITE. What a whitie albino-like image.
I'm soooooo not used to that manzxz.

Alright, i'll update again another time.
What an ass :( But hell, sorry.

2006-07-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

Yo wassup homies and people who read my blog!
But especially to mah HOMIES, yo!!!!!! :)
Heeheehee.

HEEEEEEEE HORRRRRR!!
(Haha, i can't believe you recorded me saying it!!!)

Anyway, mm, i spent the entire day out today!!
From 10 plus in the morning to 9 plus at night, so i'm really kinda tired already. Anyhows, i'll still update my blog. :)

So, we went over for breakfast at some place in Tampines because Dad was craving for the food there. And after he satisfied himself, he was craving for Putu Piring (Something like that) - Malay version of the Chinese Tutu Kueh. So he ordered 5 packets for us to munch on.
Yeah, so............

Went to Birkenstock at Wheelock Place to get me my Birthday present! :D They let me choose a pair that i like. A size for one of the seasonal pair that i liked wasn't available so after a long time there, we decided to go to the outlet at Centrepoint.
But before that............
Went to Borders to get the book i became interested in reading after Mrs Phang told us abit about it. Great expectations by Charles Dickens!
So yeah, and went to the Ipod store for some Qs at the Customer service counter.
Oh and we went to sit at Coffee Bean for awhile to enjoy some Coffee.

Then, we went back to pick Chantelle up from home before going out again.
Only Dad went up to get her, we just stayed in the car.

Then left for Centrepoint to get my pair of Birki's.
Checked out Papillio, Birkenstock and Birki's designs. And so finally, cancelled out my previous choice and chose a Birki. :)
I find it pretty!!

So, i got satisfied and we went to Raffles City for High tea.
Yeah, i like food. :D So, then we went looking around but couldn't find anything nice for something.

Okay, then off to the car showrooms!!!

After that, we went for dinner and then, here i am now. :)
Heehee!!!

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Bye, shitheads!!!!!!

2006-07-22T17:09:00.000+08:00

I found this picture, was from the Softball chalet a long time back!

Heehee, bye bye!!

2006-07-22T15:55:00.000+08:00

I WANT A NEW WALLET!!!!!!

But it's like, Mum and Dad should be getting me _______.
How do i tell them that i want a new wallet?
Any suggestions?

F.

So frustrating, man.

2006-07-22T14:17:00.000+08:00

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
:D

And thats almost all that i can say.
Heehee, and Shermin is gonna kill me.
Oh my dear Ronnie, haha.

Ate a packet of carrot cake just now, blooody nice. The packet is like, one big plastic box, something like that. It was large.
Folks bought it from this stall in Tampines, but the standard dropped. Was my favourite when i was alot younger!!
There is abit of a kinda curry taste blended together with it. I like :)

Poor thing la, FHM.
Hahahahaha! :D

STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE
STRAWBERRY PIE
:D:D:D:D

Bye, dumb shitzos.

2006-07-21T16:59:00.000+08:00

Haha, i'm gonna be damn nice okay.
SHERMIN'S HUBBY'S song is stuck in my head too!
Haha, i bet Ronnie pal is smiling away right now :D
You still owe me one, babe! HEEHEE

Okay, school today was bloooooody waste of time.
Yknow, i'm really starting to hate some asshooooooles. They're so bloody annoying, but of course i won't stoop so low to be as disgusting as them.
Yo freaks! :)

Okay whatever.
I brought a packet of Calbee hot and spicy potato chips to school today! HEH.
Cooliooooo nehzxzz, hahahahaha!!!

Okay, i more period after recess and school was over! Hell yeah. They ended school early today because of that shit performance, Sing to the Dawn. I honestly have no interest in it.
I guess 4 St Deirdre (my class), was kinda pathetic la. Only 6 babes from class bought tickets to the Musical, and it's the least. I felt embarrassed, though.

Okay after school, went out with WX & LYNNY! :)
Yeah, we went Borders first. Pretty stationery!!!
And then yeah, ate too. At my dear MOS BURGER :D
Had the Kakiage rice burger. Gosh, i still wasn't full la.
I did enjoy my tiramisu though.

And my mind wandered off to some things.

YO BITCH
IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT ME
SAY IT TO MY FACE INSTEAD
I HAVE PLENTY TO SAY ABOUT YOU, don't worry.
Hah.

Bye, folks!! :D

Because you live

2006-07-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

Hello to people whom i didn't know read my blog!
Haha, things get surprising.
:D

2006-07-20T21:16:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!!
That Gayle is finally out!

I WANT JONATHAN TO WIN!!!!!!
Though he isn't good-looking, i love his voice! Haha!

Okay :D
Heeheehee.

Wf just text me to tell me that he ate Tao Suan at Adam.
Man, he got my tastebuds rolling.
YUUUUUUUUUUUMMMM :)

2006-07-20T19:19:00.000+08:00

Damn you, blogger.
I typed out such a long and lovely post BUT, you just have to somehow delete it! Can't you AT LEAST save it in my drafts! Gosh, it took me hella long to get the post ready. I'm so not re-typing it, blooooooooody hell.

Nothing's fine, i'm torn.
I'm all out of faith, this is how i feel
I'm cold and i'm shamed
lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed, into something real
I'm wide awake and i can see the perfect sky is torn

Andrea and Val had in-house today la!!!! :(
And they had to stay in the library all day, lucky asses. And you've gotta be late for school 5 times to get it. I know i sound silly but i'd rather stay in the library man! :/
We joined them for awhile.

Shermin pangseh-ed me during Emath and i was stuck with Debbie and Sasha. They're both so full of shit, i think they're even made of it. Hahahaha! Well, we just spent class listening to sad songs. Sasha long and her Cannon rock. GOSH! :/
I was feeling so blah, and debbie was just being a dick. Hahaha!
Went to the library to join Shermin, Gwen, Anna, Andrea and Val after class. Mm!

OH I SO NEED TO MENTION THIS!! (Hahahahahahaha)
Big gwen was going around wearing the ACS badge and speaking randomly to people with that kinda voice and thing which makes you spit saliva when you talk!
Reminds me of the principal in the show, 'Thats so Raven' !! GOSH, heehee!!

Anyway, chemistry sucked.
So we went bored and went to mix all kinds of solutions etc with our pretty pink solution and all. I think the colours turned out great, we were so pleased!

Went to KAP after school with Shermin, Andrea, Gwen and Val !!
Yeah, there were these bunch of Korean kids who kept looking and talking about us. Please man, they were so annoying. Hahaha!
So yeah, we headed to Cold Storage after that to purchase food and i bought Cleo!
And it comes with this little thing called 'The Little Book of Naughty Moves' . Hahaha, i wanted to give it to Andrea but she kept giving me that face! :D

I walked by Swissbake and saw that smiley-faced cookie that i used to buy for someone, gosh, that did bring back memories.
Anyway, thanks you guys for comfort and support!!! :D

And Kimbery Leong Ah Peh, PLEASE ah, GET OVER THAT BITCH ALREADY MAN!!!!
Goodness.
Hahahaha, seriously la Ah Peh.

The colours Red and White so remind me of............

Anyway, school ends at 1230 tomorrow!
Dad doesn't let me go for Flag day on Saturday. :/ Right.
But anyhows, it's still a holiday on Monday!!! Hahaha.

Everybody knows i was such a fool to ever let go of you
Baby i was wrong
Yeah i know i said i'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know i broke your heart, i didn't mean to break your heart
But baby here i am,
Banging on your front door, my pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and i'm crawling back to you

The end of you and me
:'(

2006-07-19T17:26:00.000+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!
8th August, wow wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

NEW PICTURES UP ON FRIENDSTER!

Well, today was bad. Again.
And terribly bad during Lit, but thats okay. I'll try getting over it.

I need to save $$$ !!
I desperately need to, i'm spending too much. I shall follow Andrea, i think.

Bouncy bouncy stomach fats.

I won't upload all the pictures, we need to make a collage.
Not too sure yet.

FLAG DAY this saturday!
SCHOOL HOLIDAY on Monday!

I REGRET IT

:'( :'( :'(

I have so much work to do for Mr Tan Gok Wah, shit man. His lessons are really a waste of bloody time, i study better on my own. Without him.
Oh like seriously, man. Mmkay.

Thanks, WX, for your dear heart-shaped letter!!
I LOVE YOU, ANGEL!

When every fairytale comes real, i've looked at love that way.
But now it's just another show, you leave them laughing when you go
And if you care, don't let them know. Don't give yourself away.

I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to do.
Did i do it right? :(

Kiss goodbye

Out.

2006-07-18T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hey yo!

I got so frustrated at many different things today, gosh i think i went mad.
Ah well, i don't want to talk about it, i have too many things on my mind already.

I can't say IT, if ya'll know what IT is, you would understand my state of dither. Yeah, if only la. I don't know how to put it even. It's just so........ strange.

And i don't think i can do it.
Sorry Andrea, Shermin and Gwen.
I CAN'T BEAR TO.
Ya'll know how important this is to me.
After all that you've spoken to me about, i still think this way. Scream at me if you must.
:(

And hello to you, h.
Sad that you have such a sad life behind your computer.
Good luck.

Mcds today before Mocks for math.

Love my prettys!!!!!!!!
:D

2006-07-17T19:05:00.000+08:00

OH FUCK YOU!
Stop going into my Friendster and messing up my profile.
Yknow what, you can't stand me and i'm starting to get fucking annoyed and for once in my entire life, i can't stand you too!
GO GET SOMEONE SO PERFECT FOR YOU, ALRIGHT.
I'm not your perfect little goddess, so sorry for that. Really. Like you said, it's not worth it for you to get angry. Thus, it's not worth my tears even.
We both got so frustrated last night already. And like you said, there's nothing left! Cross out care, concern, trust and love, since you said love is fading. And well, you already said that there won't be anything after it all. What a happily ever after. And everything is SOMEHOW my fault!
I can't keep crying, yknow i really did try okay. By saying that i don't bother, you're doing so much injustice to me. And just that day, you were saying all your dearing words to me.
And i can't imagine going on like that, i would go crazy.
Everything in the past might just be shit to you.
And to think i gave up so much for you.
But you taught me something, i can't trust anymore. That was my mistake.
You keep saying that i might two-time you or whatever. Well, i lost a good friend. Lost faith. Left church. And , .
Bet you're glad.
You must be a lot happier now, i know it.
Congratulations, on your new found freedom.

And somehow, i can't let go.
Because you brought so much joy and fun into my life. You taught me quite a lot of things. You made me smile so much more than before. But those are only the little beautiful memories.

Today was upsetting, boring and normal.
Nothing interesting, nothing fun.
Just that i went out for lunch at KFC with Shermin and Gwen after school. And was eating my packet of nuts for the entire day.

O level Chinese listening compre was alright, i guess.
All my answers were the same as Gwen! For that, i'm quite safe. Because her chinese is like, PRO.

I WANT MY PHONE.

Anyway, some pictures.

The rest another time, some are on friendster.

2006-07-15T08:34:00.000+08:00

Wei yi (One and only) by Wang Lee Hom.

I called in the morning, but well, same story.
I don't know what to do.

I have to leave later for flag day and i need to make my way to Chinatown on my own. Oh blooody hell.
Gwen and Shermin can share cab, i have no one to share with. Okay whatever, if there's time i'll take public transport.

Folks bought butter crossaints, the one that's in the shape of a circle or something, joined together. I love the taste of butter.

I find what Shermin said true.
Chinese songs do have more meaning.
Don't worry, Shermin, i'm not gonna steal your husband Lee hom away.

Bu yao hai pa (Don't be afraid) by Wang Lee Hom

I need to go off at around 0900, i guess.

2006-07-13T21:47:00.000+08:00

This song is really nice, so this is the music video.
And how, i wish.............

The end,
is that it?

What the hell is wrong with everything? Blatantly just 'mm'ing away at me, ignoring all my questions and not even talking to me. What the fuck have i done wrong to offend His royal Highness this time? Because as i remember, i wanted to seek you out to talk to you and share how i felt since i'm already so shattered by this thing going on with my dad. And when i need you the most, you just walk out on me.
I have never hung up on you deliberately before, and i never thought i would. I persevered for nearly 40 minutes and i could not take it anymore. This is silly.
I'm being pushed around, and you're taking me for granted. Because you know that no matter what, i would go back to you. And also that i would never want to get angry at you. Even when there's a chance, i don't flare up at you. I keep it inside and i get over it.
You just treated me as if i were no one to you, and that really hurt me.
Even refusing to answer me or talk properly.
Well, maybe you've found someone else. Someone you find so perfect for you.
And now, i'm in such a terrible state. My head hurts.
My life turned so screwed.

Whatever, like you even care. If you did, you wouldn't have made me cry or did all those things that you did.
Bye.

Don't leave me

2006-07-13T19:31:00.000+08:00

I HATE MY FUCKING DAD WHO FUCKING INVADES MY PRIVACY AND POINTS HIS FUCKING BLOOODY FINGER AT ME WITH HIS FUCKING STUPID WORDS AND SHIT. I CAN'T STAND IT.
I CAN'T HANDLE IT ANYMORE.
I'VE GOT SO MANY THINGS ON MY MIND NOW.
I HATE YOU
I DIDN'T EVEN FUCKING GET TO READ THE TEXT MESSAGE SO SHUT UP. SO WHAT IF I WAS TEXT MESSAGING. SHUT THE FUCK UP.
DON'T EVEN BRING WENGFAI INTO THIS. YOU ANNOYING SHIT WHO GETS SO AGGITATED OVER MONEY AND EVEN THINK THAT I'M LYING TO YOU ABOUT THE CASH I NEED TO PAY FOR SS/HIST BOOKLET. GO CALL THE TEACHERS, FOR ALL I CARE. I'M NOT LYING, YOU TOAD.
FORGET IT, I'VE NEVER REALLY MEANT ANYTHING TO YOU. GO DOTE ON NICHOLAS AND CHANTELLE. SEE IF I CARE. BECAUSE I'VE KNOWN THAT YOU GUYS ARE BIAS. AND YOU ALWAYS ARE.
YOU PIG INHUMAN SHIT WHO CALL YOURSELF MY DAD. I CAN'T STAND IT.
AND TEARS COME FLOODING WITH MY MIND ABOUT TO EXPLODE.
I HAVE NO ONE TO COMFORT ME NOW. YOU TOOK AWAY MY SOURCE OF ENJOYMENT AWAY FROM ME.
YKNOW WHAT, YOU GIVE ME SO LITTLE FREEDOM AND YOU DARE FUCKING READ THE TEXT MESSAGES BETWEEN WENGFAI AND I. YOU MISJUDGE HIM, AND WE HATE YOU EVEN. AND HE HATES YOU. GO TALK TO HIS MUM FOR ALL I CARE. I DON'T GIVE A SHIT.
BECAUSE YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT YOURSELF.
I DIDN'T RECEIVE ANY REWARD WHEN I IMPROVED SO MUCH IN MY STUDIES. I'VE LOST THE DESIRE ALREADY.
The other time when i wanted to go out from noon to night, you didn't even let me. AND DON'T THINK I'VE FORGOTTEN WHAT YOU SAID TO NICHOLAS AND I BEFORE.
YOU SAID THAT AS LONG AS WE DO OUR WORK AND SCORE WELL, 'YOU'LL GIVE US WHAT WE WANT'. Well, talk about setting a good example.
AND MY MEASLY ALLOWANCE AND CO-PAYMENT SCHEMES. What a bunch of nonsense.
NO PARENTS ARE LIKE THAT.

I'M SO FUCKING PISSED OFF NOW.
HE IS MAD AT ME. I don't have anyone else.
GO AWAY, YOU WORM. GO.

2006-07-13T18:32:00.000+08:00

My phone got confiscated by Miss Sim but my dad collected it back from Mdm Leong already.
Now, he refuses to return the dang phone to me.
I'm blooooody hell phoneless. I haven't felt like that in a long long long long time.
I need my phone back, and my new phone.
I've been thinking, should i get the 3250 or the Motorola V3i Dolce&Gabbana edition. :( And i want ___________ for my birthday present!! I don't know if my folks will get it for me after all these dumb shit.

Plus, there'll be yearbook graduation photo taking on either 5th or 12th August.
We have to be dressed in WHITE, pure whities.
It's either skirt or dress. So, i plan to get a dress.
Yeah, ah well!!!! :/

I know i didn't join you for lunch yesterday, i hope you won't hold it against me. You sounded so angry, and you still sounded that way when i rang you up just now.
When you picked up the phone, you sounded normal. But once you heard my voice, you sounded angry again and seem so uninterested in talking to me.
So, you hung up on me eventually and didn't answer my subsequent 2 calls.
Please don't be angry.

I feel so bummed without my phone.
It wouldn't make much of a difference because you still would be mad at me. And that won't change how upset i feel now.
Don't be mad. :(

I guess, opposites do attract.

What am i supposed to think?
What should i do?

2006-07-11T19:01:00.000+08:00

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, ~~girl~~ boy
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Hello ya'll !!!!!! :D

You guys have no idea how COMFORTABLE i feel now, alright. I showered just now and i think i smell so nice now. Hahaha!
Well, it was all because of yankee dooooo PE ! Gosh, please.
We ran 2km today and i found it kinda tough, but i guess i had to pace myself manzxz.
Ah well, but it's alright!

Had classes!
Math today was kinda funny!
Debbie Ng let me play with the Tamagotchi and i kept losing the 'Bump' game so Shermin and i were complaining as we were both bad at it.
But HAHAHAHOOOOOOO, I got to the 3rd round!! NEH NEH NI POO POO!!!!!!
And Andrea can get CHAMPION la. -Faints!

Shermin and i might be getting the Version 3 Tamagotchi when the new stock comes in because it's out of stock everywhere. Like bloody wth right. I know! 8
And Debbie has 3 bruises on her right arm, poor thing la. Hahaha!

Kim leong lent me the Sandra Brown book, it's nice la!! Haha!
OH AND WENGFAI WENT CRAZY!!
On the first page of the book, he wrote:
'SEX! MORE SEX!'
Gosh, cos Sandra Brown is forever writing about sex. Hahaha, he went mad.
Go figure. :)

Anyway, went to black canyon coffee to eat after school!
Ordered Pad Thai whereas Baby ordered Chicken salad because he's not feeling well and has to avoid fried/oily/i don't know what else food.
Yes, poor boy. :(
And after that, we went over to Island creamery to have Mud pie!!
I so love the Mud pie there.

I love you, honey.
:D

It's funny how a man only thinks about the *BEEP*
Got a real big heart but I'm lookin' at your *BEEP*
Got real big brains but I'm lookin' at your *BEEP*
Girl it ain't no pain in me lookin' at yo *BEEP*

2006-07-09T16:37:00.000+08:00

Man, i'm so dog-gone lazy today. I slept late last night, woke up late today.
Spent the day watching movies on HBO and went over to Toa Payoh HDB Hub to get some items plus, Mummy bought cookies for me!!! :D
There, see.
Am i a pig, or a pig? But whatever, i deserve to slack. We have to wake up so early and deprive ourselves of sleep throughout the weekdays and thats 5/7 of the week.
Now, that explains the horrible and heavy eyebags. My my.

Anyway, i'm SO GONNA drag everyone to Honjin.
I plan to drag my family there later for dinner. I'm gonna be a total huge whiner, i don't care. I so love the food there.

SESAME ICE-CREAM
GREEN TEA ICE-CREAM with that red bean paste on it.
Delicious KUSHIYAKI
SALMON SASHIMI
CALIFORNIA/EBI FRIED MAKI
TEMAKI !!!!!!
KARAAGE
UNAGI

Whatever, there's so much to eat and it's all so tasty.

PS. I like miso paste.
Heehee!!!

Yeah fine, i need to pee and shower now.
I'm getting so hungry, i can eat a cow.
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Shoo.

2006-07-08T17:03:00.000+08:00

I am so lazy to update but what the heck.
Had dinner at my FAVOURITE Japanese restaurant ever, Honjin.
And now, i'm stuck at home watching tv and all.
Ooooooohh, what a wonderful world.
YEAH YEAH YEAH RIGHT.

Bye, freaks from Mars.
Heeheeheeheehaaaaaah!
:D

Now, go away. :)

2006-07-06T17:56:00.000+08:00

Hello freaks.
:D

Okay, today was howdy hoo fun!!!!!! :D
I need to post up pictures for yesterday too so, hang on for it first yeah. And today, Dong left early for competition at CCK Stadium! GO GO GO, DONG!!!! :D

And also, Shermin and i were totally crazy today!!
Especially outside the gym area waiting our turn for the Chinese O Level Orals. Gosh, hahaha!!! Anyway, i think i'm so dead for it la.
They asked about maids and all. Yknow, like the employers and maid relationships!! Gosh. I remember laoshi talking about it before but i wasn't paying attention.
I CAN HIT MYSELF IN THE HEAD WITH A FRYING PAN!

Okay whatever.

Mm, Ailin's birthday party on 15th July at the Pines.
Should i go?
Hahahaha!

PICTURES ROUND UP NOW :)

I sat on WATER, it isn't a stain.

Debbie smelling her underarms!! HEEHEE :D

Shermin and Chermin
OKIE & DOKIE TWINS :D

My soursop juice!!

HEEHEEHEE!! :D

Bye bye, bugs!!!!!

Baby, get well soon!!
I LOVE YOU :D

2006-07-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

I'm lazy today, so i'll update another time.
Heeheehee, bye bye tods! :D

:D:D:D

POPIAH, FRENCH FRIES, MILO, FRUIT TART & IVINS
After school fiesta

2006-07-04T19:34:00.000+08:00

HELLO FRIENDS :D
Heeheehee!!!!

School today was alright, i guess!!!
CHOCOLATE STAIN. But it was fine.

SOME PICTURES AT THE BOTTOM, YA'LL !! :D:D

Mm, alright so we skipped SS class. Waste of bloody time. Hahaha!
Anyway, Shermin and Andrea went to NTU to watch the hockey match whereas Small gwen and i went to KFC at cine for lunch!!

There was this guy eating damn disgustingly!
Took a video but can't see very clearly la, walau.
Okay, i'm gonna upload them! Now, wait ah!!!!!!

In the toilet, while Debbie and Sasha were angry at us for not informing them that we weren't going for Math class!
But it's fine la, hahaha!!! :D

YO GWEN!!!!

TOFU!! This 'fifi' picture is for you. Enjoy! :D
(I know you're gonna kill me!)

THE VIDEO OF THE DISGUSTING GUY!
Enjoy, bugs.

Okay, tata!! :D
Ahahahahahaha

2006-07-03T19:52:00.000+08:00

Hello ya'll !!!! :D

Anyway, went out today. Mm hmmmhmmmm.
Haha, went to Ivins for lunch with baby!! Heehee, we ate alot till we were so full la.
And before that, IT WAS LIKE AMAZING RACE OKAY.
Like, seriously mate. Hahaha!
Mmkay, then we took a bus down to town!
Baby kept sleeping on the bus. PICS AT THE BOTTOM, YO!!
Yeah. Headed to Paragon.
There was this stinky lady with disgusting perfume who made Wf's nose get all screwed up. BOO YOU, WOMAN!! Boo you.

Yeah, and when we were walking to Heeren, met Big Gwen and Liwei was with her. Heh, Big gwen scared me la, okay!! Like, i was walking and she just placed her hand soread out in front of my face. I got such a huge shock because i was stoning or something, not paying attention. Yeah.

Took neos!! Haha, but my scanner is down.
So, boo hoo.
Yeah hooooooooooooo :)
Wait, BOO. :/

Oh, and then we went to Hotel Phoenix to buy doughnuts!!
YUMMY HOTSHIT MAN.

He said that i should smile with my toothies! So, i guess i look strange in here. Oh nevermind!
:D

The delicious but disgusting looking(in the picture) doughnuts!!!

Bye bye, cowboys!!!

2006-07-01T15:27:00.000+08:00

I love you, honey!

Happy one year anni, heh. :D:D:D
Heeheeheeheehee

What it takes

2006-06-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

Hello emo kids.

I went out today, good for me. Mmhmmmmmmm!
Okay whatever. Hrm! Well, lunched at PEPPER LUNCH with Shermin and Gwen. Yeah, then i went to meet Baby's laoshi for some things. Yeah! :)
Mmkay, then i met Kim with Gwen but after awhile, had to go down to Bt timah to meet baby.
Yeah, then we went to Choupinette, some french place.
He bought a STRAWBERRY TART for me and it was damn delicious! It tastes so heavenly, i can just eat it forever man. And he went to get some chocolate mousse cake thing for himself.
Then, cabbed home. Yeah. Whereas he went to Coro to get mushrooms for his Mum.

Anyway, i spoke to Miss Mak today!!
The one who transferred from the school i'm in to Bishan Park.
Hahaha, she caught baby using the phone in school but when he told her that he's talking to me, she took the phone and spoke.
'Wei, ni zhi dao wo shi shui ma?'
And i immediately screamed, 'MAI LAOSHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!'
Hahahahaha
It's nice to talk to her again, after so long. She was asking how people were and all.
Plus, i added that Mr Tan is mean and she said she'd talk to him. Heh.
:D

I love the strawberry tart, okay.
YUMMY YUM YUM YUM :]
Heeheehee

Love ya'll, stingers!!!
:)

2006-06-28T19:27:00.000+08:00

Yo wassup ya'll!!!! :D
Heh.

Anyway, school today was kinda boring and ridiculous.
Anyway, I brought a whole packet of Calbee black pepper prawn crackers and some sesame seed thing with peanut inside. Was damn bloody full after recess, serious. Just imagine, mmkay.

So well, didn't attend Social studies class with Shermin, Andrea, Gwen and Anna. Saw that Ah pei on the way and we went to the canteen to slack before i left for Paragon to meet baby and they went to Tiong to eat. Andrea remained in school though, she had to make a farewell video. Yeah, ah well.

I got there earlier than Baby, then anyway, it was a total waste of time again.
So, we went to EAT!! I wasn't very hungry but somehow, it sort of got to me and i got slightly hungry. We went over to Jack's place to eat.
AND NOW I'M SO FULL.

I have to eat Nasi lemak for dinner la, i don't know how i'm going to eat up my food without my folks scolding me.

Ah whatever.

Oh, and baby cut his hair till it's just 1cm long.
Whoo, hooo, haaaah.
I think it's dang short.

Heehee, i love you!!! :D

I'M WALKING ON SUNSHINE.
:D:D:D:D:D
Heeheeheeheehee.

Bye bye, darlings!!!

2006-06-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

Mmkay basically, went to Malacca on Saturday and came back on Sunday (last night).
I missed my dear alot, man.

Anyway, first day of school today.
It sucks so badly, i just munched on my dear M&Ms. Luckily i bought the 200g one, or it won't be enough. They cheat us with chocolate, it's too little for the amount we pay!!

And heh, I LOVE THE FOOD CLUB!!! :D
Haha, i'm not telling what stupid things we do. Maybe next time.

I went home after school (ended at 1530) and rushed down to Bugis to meet baby. Yeah, but we didn't manage to do no shit so it was a wasted trip.
Plus, his charger is with me!!
Hope he manages to borrow the charger from Wengyang.

Had Ivins for dinner.
So bloated now. Food was still nice la, heehee. YUMYUM.

I love my baby! :)
And this Saturday............
Heeheeheeheeheeheeheehee HA HO.
You look damn hot today, haha.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

These 2 boys came to my estate area to sell ice-cream.
A small box, from Magnolia.
Price: $15 (GASP!)
Nicholas bought. -.-

Okay, bye bye food junkies!!!

2006-06-23T18:37:00.000+08:00

Eh, fuck man.
This really sucks like pangsai, i feel so blooody fucked up now. Ahah ha ha ha!?
Ah fuck la, i'm going nuts now.
I don't swear so much nowadays but this is a huge exception, man.
I FEEL SO BLOOOOOOODY DIRRRRTY & SICK!
You get the drift.

FO' SHIZZLE MY NIZZLE

Yeah huh.

2006-06-23T18:27:00.000+08:00

I just got back home, going out again for dinner.

MY FUCKING PERIOD CAME TODAY
I HAVE VERY VERY BAD CRAMPS
UGH :(:(:(

I woke up today at 12 plus because i was supposed to call my Aunt! Like i guessed, she scolded me for waking up late. She came over at 1 plus to pick me up so we can go over to my other Aunt's place before going for lunch.
Had lunch with Aunt Jessie, Aunt Jenny and Junwei at Cafe Cartel at Junction 8.
Then yeah, followed her to pick up something and then pick Chantelle up from her Child care centre.
Uncle Andrew just came home awhile ago.

We went to packet Chicken cutlet back and Nicholas is happily eating away now in front of the telly. I can smell it from my room, gosh.

Yesterday, i went tanning!! HAHA ACTUALLY NO LA.
THE SUN WAS SO PATHETIC.
I don't need to tan anyway, i'm fine!!
Anyway, met Wengfai and Shawn Quek came too.

Okay, and had dinner at The Soup Spoon.
It ain't fantastic. We went all the way to Raffles Xchange. Pathetic place.

Okay, bye bye!

I THINK I'M GONNA PMS MAN. BLOOOOOOODDDDDDY HELL.

FUCKING CRAMPS!!!!!!!!
UGH!!
:(:(:(:(:(

Bye la, loooooooosers.

2006-06-21T15:22:00.000+08:00

I feel so full now.
Got up and went down to cook Mee Goreng. And after one pretty large serving, i still felt kinda hungry. Hey, that ain't my fault.
So, i went to look for food and found Calbee prawn crackers! I know that it's Mum's, but well she needs to keep to her diet plans right? Heh so i went to eat it. Left 1/4 of the pasket left for her! Mean, but being a good helper!
-.-

Oh whatever man.
Bet she's gonna kill me when she finds out. Only Nicholas knows that i stole her nuts and kitkat from her personal fridge in the master bedroom last night! But i still left some for her, okay. I think nuts are damn cool and great to eat. That crunch and all, plus the joy of having kitkat.
HAVE A BREAK, HAVE A KIT KAT.
She keeps all the nice snacks in her personal fridge along with her beer etc. Sneaky.
But, i know. Hah.

So, i was watching telly and at 1200, caught The OC! But it's Season 1. Singapore is damn lousy okay, they don't even show Season 3 when other countries are showing it already. And yes, my dear Marissa Cooper (Mischa Barton) will die. :( It's so tragic, she's so beautiful.
But i did enjoy watching Season 1 of The OC. Season 1 was the happiest one! When they loved each other, without so many conflicts like how Season 2 followed. So, praise Season 1 !

And then i went to laze around, as usual.
I'm not online on Msn now, there's something wrong with my Messenger. Ah well, it's not that important. I still have my internet connection, that ain't that bad.

Mischa Barton is so hot.

Okay, more pictures next time!!

ISN'T MISCHA BARTON THE MOST BEAUTIFUL FEMALE EVER?
Yes.

I love you

2006-06-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

I'm the one who wants to be with you,
deep inside i hope you feel it too.
Waited on a line of greens and blues,
just to be the next to be with you.

2006-06-20T14:38:00.000+08:00

I went into friendster just now.
I realised something.

I'd never seen it that way before.

WHY AM I SO STUPID?

So what is this?
What the hell is going on? I'm stuck here wondering my life off while you have fun with your golf.

I know very well what you are trying to imply.
Then why didn't you tell me.

This is not something you want.
This is something i want.
And if you don't want it, i don't too.

I don't know what to do, all i fucking do is cry.

2006-06-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

Death and prostitution.
Are they linked?
In some ways, yes. I think. Though prostitutes have the right to choose that line of job or do something else, do people think for them? I personally find them pitiful and i feel for them, not in the despising manner. What if they were already abused to do this? And they still have people looking down at them. That's how they make a living, though not the best way. But these are for some exceptional cases.

Ignore me, i just thought of that and decided to blog it.

And how about death?
I know.

I went to school for English orals this morning.
Was talking to Weejia, Zhiyi, Wx and all while waiting for Shermin to arrive. She took forever, and then Small gwen came followed by Kim. So well, it wasn't so boring when Weejia etc went to their venue for the orals.
I waited for Shermin because i agreed to.
After awhile, Gwen and Kim proceeded to the hall while i waited outside the library for Shermin. But she told me to report first and that she'd hurry.
I was supposed to be the last few to take the oral but Esther agreed on letting me take the oral before her as i was rightfully supposed to be there if i didn't wait for Shermin. Well, yeah, guess things were alright.
But the topic for the oral was kinda strange la. It was about clowns. :/
And i kept laughing and making the teacher laugh. I felt like a real clown la. Fool.

Well, then went to town with Wx, Lynny and Beatriz.
Made my way to Novena to meet my Aunt and she drove us over to my other Aunt's place. Met up with cousins, Junwei and Junwen along with Aunt Jenny. Then Nic went to text me and he could join us for lunch.
So, we drove over to SJI to pick Nicholas up.
Aunt Jessie spoke to Nicholas' Head of Level with the excuse that he has an 'urgent appointment' to excuse him from some debriefing and all going on in the school hall. It was stupid, but ah well.
Then we headed down to Orchard Hotel. Had buffet. Fucking bloated.

And oh, had Nasi Lemak for dinner which i was forced to eat. I kept complaining to Nicholas because i was so bloody full and my food was not digested yet because i napped for awhile at home. And i got another scolding from Dad.
I just can't do anything right.

If you want to call me that, fine.
Don't ask me to go and die.

And i'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears

2006-06-19T01:21:00.000+08:00

Please view this video.

I can't sleep.

I'm thinking of everything since the end of Secondary 2, from the first time we met again by accident at town, and now.
I thought it was fate. I think it is.

I remember the time i turned around when we were on the water ride at escape and i laughed at you, telling you that i would let go of the handle and crash straight into you. I still remember your face, and how you screamed at me. That look you have when you're crazy and somewhat serious with your hair partially wet.

There's the time when we laid outside Joel's chalet, back to back. I almost fell asleep on you and we were both very tired, just resting on each other.

And how we dozed do sleep in the cab when you were sending me home.
It felt good.

Plus, the 'midnight affairs'. I never forgot any of those.
From Swensens, to the swimming pool, to the cab rides.
And all the 'Mission Impossibles'.

And somehow, i still remember the first time i went out with you.
When you had to wait for me at Shelford bus-stop for half an hour. You didn't have a phone then, so it was hard to contact. Just when my bus arrived, i saw you walking back home. But you rang me up, and we still met.
We were supposed to buy Jeremy's present but instead, we went shopping for a bikini. I remember how you commented on a few pieces, and had fun taking the pieces around and acting gay. It was funny, i remember.

On the 1st of July 2005, i felt like i was on cloud number nine.
It was beautiful, and i remember what you wore. A blue surf shirt, i think it was Quiksilver with the words across the top of the shirt. I told you that you didn't look nice in blue, and i've not seen the shirt since.
It was a wonderful feeling, and i keep trying to relive those moments.

In the beginning, we made so many promises.

There are so many occasions.
And all held close to my heart.

I still can't sleep.

I have Prelim English orals at 0730 tomorrow but i have to be in school early to meet the class for arrangements for the upcoming Class party. Oh what a party. prostitute.
I need to get to bed, i don't want to go to school having bloodshot eyes.
I have two inflamed blisters on my feet.

What's the answer?

2006-06-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

I'm back.

Let's just say that the trip was bad.
I was down with food poisoning and could not enjoy the rides and i guess, i wasted Dad's cash. I kept throwing up and having bad headaches and stomachaches. I feel bad for getting sick, i could tell they wanted to have fun. I didn't manage to take all the rides. But i did manage to dare myself though i wasn't feeling so good and took the roller coaster, 'cork screw'. I didn't throw up.

Nevermind, i don't wish to talk about the trip.
I didn't enjoy myself, at all.

What do they know about me? Nothing.
They don't know me at all.
And for a moment there, i almost lied to myself.
This is not how love is supposed to be
I miss being chased by you
You used to treat me pretty well
Now everything is so lifeless and loveless
Like we're demanding things from each other
Why can't we be as close and strong as others?
Why must things be that way
And you'll only ever blame me
Because everything will always only be my fault
When, don't forget, you have a hot and furious temper.
And it's as though, this means nothing anymore.
It means so much to me.
It means a great deal, in fact.
I don't know how to face up to everything.
I grew up being pampered, being adored and loved well.
Now that i'm on my own, i'm pathetic.
And you won't help me.
I'm lost, with no direction.
Nothing.

How am i going to be strong without you?

2006-06-16T00:39:00.000+08:00

Just got back from supper with James awhile ago.
Dad allowed me for supper because he KINDA knows James and also, since James has come back to Singapore from Melbourne.
He paid for the meal.
But i paid for Mee goreng and 3 pratas which i had to packet back for Dad and Nic. Ah well, cost me almost 5 bucks man. But at least i saved on Milo dinosaur and Prata.
We caught up and all la.
And well, shouwed him where i stay at.

Old friend.

Leaving damn early tomorrow because Nic still has to renew his passport and Chantelle needs to update her picture because the picture in her passport was taken when she was a small small small baby. Like, kinda tiny and all la.

I don't want to leave.

I miss you
I'm sorry

2006-06-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

Some undesired things happened today
I'm really really sorry.

I'm leaving for Genting tomorrow early morning.
I feel sad to leave and something is left unsettled.

Well, yeah, bye.

2006-06-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh, i'm becoming a pig again.

2006-06-13T01:31:00.000+08:00

I wasted my day away.

Ate so much today la, i feel so terrible.
Seriously.
Grandma cooked noodles for me today and i think the maid gave me the wrong plate cos i was complaining that it was too much whereas Nicholas said that his had too little. But i still managed to almost finish the whole dish so yeah, imagine that alright.
That was my late lunch, don't mention breakfast.

Then we had dinner. Rice and other dishes, that kinda meal.
After that, folks brought me to buy my contacts and we dropped by a petrol kiosk with the Delifrance express. I was craving for baguette so, dad bought it for me. That long bread, mm.
And i was already munching away.
When we got home, i was watching Troy on HBO. Heehee.
I feel so sad over the show.

I got back almost an hour ago from the prata store near my place.
Went for supper with Dad and Nicholas.
Had Milo dinosaur, tissue prata and Mee goreng.
:D
But whatever la, it feels so sinful.

I might be going out tomorrow.
Not sure la.

MISSES, OUT TO YOU!
I love you.

2006-06-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

There's biology class tomorrow in school at 0900.
Should i go? :(

Anyway, just got back from dinner at Honjin. We tried the charcoal grilled kind and it was splendid. :)
And in case you're wondering, Honjin is a Japanese restaurant. In fact, it's my favourite Japanese restaurant so far. The food is terrific! :D

Well, today's pretty much a really lazy day!
And i need to buy my contacts!! Have been dragging it for quite sometime now. I kinda dislike the way i look in glasses though it's supposed to make me look smarter but well, not so.
-Shrugs.

And my weight went up again.
Hmft! :/

Everyone's so caught up in the World cup fever now.
Well actually, not everyone. But most people.

Will be leaving for Genting this Friday!!!
I don't know whether i should be happy or not. But somehow, i don't really wanna leave. Then i won't get to see someone ( :D ) for sometime.
Anyhow, i can't change it.

See ya, homies!! :)

PS, What are ribosomes? :/

Who lives in the pineapple under the sea?
:) Spongebob squarepants!!!

2006-06-11T00:40:00.000+08:00

I feel touched by the thought of 'sunflowers'.
So that's why you made 'sunflowers' your nick.
You know. :)

Really, sunflowers are beautiful.
I've liked them since i was a little girl.

Thanks, dear.
<3

2006-06-10T13:32:00.000+08:00

There's something wrong with my internet connection now so i don't have much time but i'll put up some of the pictures of the stayover, yeh!
Ya'll have to wait for sometime cos i have not received all the pictures. I think that all that is missing should be the one with Andrea being a total pig. Seriously, she's a darn pig.

Alrighty then, here goes!!

Yeah, there you go!!!

Nic and i are gonna order Mcd soon.

Well, i got really happy and i keep replaying the event in my mind.
I love you.

Oh yeah, two more pictures!
Kim sent it to me late. The one with Kim and i at Cafe Cartel.

KIM AND I WERE LAUGHING in the second one.
Happy birthday, Qiqi !!

I'm starving.

Catch you later, folks!!

You brought life

2006-06-09T18:07:00.000+08:00

I am a stupid girl
I am a stupid girl
I am a stupid girl

Was watching Vanity fair and Laguna beach just now.
Was catching the Valentine shows for Laguna beach. Very helpful.
I'm starting to make sense now.

And i realised it all too late.

I'll be leaving for Genting this Friday till Sunday.
Actually, .

It's not whether you can or can't.
But whether you want to.

Why did i even hope and dream?

Kim, i keep relating it to your previous issue.
I guess, it's kinda.... I don't know. Nevermind.

As long as he knows.

I wanna run to you.

2006-06-07T14:36:00.000+08:00

I carry a smile when i'm broken in two
And i'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me

I'm leaving for town to meet pals.
Today's meal was really satisfying for me.

I don't know whats wrong with me anymore.
I overreacted about something today.

Listening to 'Love, me' by Collin Raye now.

I need to change and leave home already. I don't want her to wait. Ah well. I'm not too sure what the plans are.

I have so many things going through my mind now.
So so so many things.

I know one thing's for sure.

I'll be loving you.
Love, me.

2006-06-07T00:26:00.000+08:00

I pretend that i'm glad you went away
Peaceful walks closing more everyday
And i'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why do i miss you?
I guess, i know why.

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My computer just turned to the COUNTRY ROADS song. Wow, thank you so much.
Anyway folks, listen to 'Nobody knows it but me' by Baby face.

The nights are long and the days are so sad.
And i just keep thinking about the love that we had.
And i'm missing you.
And nobody knows it but me.

I love you

2006-06-06T14:18:00.000+08:00

I hope that in time, you will find what you long for.
Love that's written in the stars.
When you finally do, i think you will see it.
Somewhere in my broken heart.

I just finished taking my bath.
We were playing at the pool just now, though my mood wasn't really at the peak and all. But ah well. Kim kept throwing Andrea and i into the pool just because we're pretty light and weak. Stupid pig, i kept swallowing water plus water kept entering my ears and nose. It felt terrible, i choked. But it's alright, mate.

Kim is taking a bath now, before Gwen and Andrea.
We're going out after all of us gets cleaned and all.

Oh yeah, i forgot to mention!!!
ANDREA DONG MEIYAN IS SUCH A PIG. I'll post the pictures of the stayover once Kim uploads them into the computer. Goodness, Andrea is damn blooody lazy okay. We had to drag her from the bed, to the floor and then out of my room. If this happens tomorrow, we're so going to drag her down the stairs into the pool. Good.

We prepared Breakfast and then made pasta for lunch.
I COOKED PART OF LUNCH.
The veggies and prawns.
Photos will be up soon, so there's a better picture of it all.

And i'm glad for Ailin.
God bless you, girl. Best of luck!!
It'll be good.

And somehow, i'm not happy.
I have friends, laughter, joy and fun around me. But i'm not happy.
Why?
I know.

You made up your mind.
It was time, it was over.
After we had come so far.

2006-06-06T03:27:00.000+08:00

Andrea, Gwen and Kim are staying over tonight and tomorrow. They're playing cards and all now. I don't want them to see me sulk.
Anyway, today was quite fun since it was before a very unfortunate event. It reminds me of Kim and Amanda, when they broke up between their 11 months and 1 year anniversary. I thought that i wouldn't have to experience that torture. I guess, maybe i need to. I do.

Went to school early this morning, i had to travel to school on my own. So, we had biology class and headed to my place after that.
Then, we went to the roti prata store near my house and had our lunch there. Yeah, Shermin was with us. We went to taka as Shermin wanted to get a haircut. She went to the salon that i went to, Chez Vous. Then we met Irwin with Shermin before they went to catch their movie.
We headed to Chomp chomp for dinner.

Anyway, it's a long day la.
Everything will be easier to explain when the pictures are up.

Oh and the pictures are up for our trip to Esplanade.
Check it out on my friendster, i guess.

Bye.
So much for everything.
So sad but true, for me there's only you. Whatever.

The day you went away.

2006-05-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

Pictures taken today:

I love you, honey!!

2006-05-30T18:04:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE, EVERYONE, EVERYONE!!! :D

Okay, i feel quite happy today. Hahahahahahaha!
Mmkay, lets talk about it. Eh? Eh eh eh eh, eh?

I woke up at like, 0745 when i had class at 0800!!! HAHA, was so superly funny actually. I wasn't exactly that worried la, haha. Wengfai called then Kim called and then, Andrea went to text me. So i called her since my text bill has exploded! Yes.
By the time i got to school, it was 0830 when Emath lesson was going to end at 0900! Haha, Miss Wong was giving me the same old amusing face so, i didn't get into any trouble! HAR HAR. I went up because DEBBIE NG NING kept asking me to go up la, since Shermin, Sasha and Andrea weren't around. So poor Debbie was all alone!! Boohoo, har har.
Anyway, went up and realised that i didn't bring the Mid year Emath paper when she was like, going through the answers. Ah well. :(
Then Andrea called me about 3 minutes after i got into class, telling me that she was at the backgate and she was too embarrassed to attend class. Nevermind la!! :D
So after class, went down to the foyer to meet Andrea and waited awhile for small Gwen. Then, we headed over to Tiong, Long john silver. Oh yes, man. Haha, i don't even really like Long johns anyway. So sick of it already. Nevermind la, for FRIENDS la hur. :D
Then we were eating and Kim came later. She came and finished up the remains of my French toast, yeh.
Then, all of us were planning the STAYOVER!!!
Right, maties!? I know that Andrea Dong Meiyan can't wait for the 5th of June! Yeah, RIGHT ON!! :D
GWEN, ANDREA & KIM, PLEASE DON'T WORRY ABOUT PADS. I HAVE LOTS OF PADS FOR YOU TO USE IN CASE OF (Touch wood) PERIOD!!! Mmkay!!!
No more complaining. Good. :)

Then, we headed back to School while Kim went off to some tuition centre.
We were purposely late for SS, it was so bloooody dumb okay. She can't teach for stinking nuts la. I don't see why we must attend her dumb class.

Anyway, couldn't wait to get out of class.
Went to the bus-stop opposite school to meet baby. Yay!
But things didn't start off very well. Thank God everything was fine after that. Yay!!! AHAH. Heh.
We went to tan, swim and go to the jacuzzi.
I'M STILL AS WHITE AS SNOW WHITE, OKAY. Thank you.
Though i have a slight tan line on my ass, ahah.

We took some photos. Actually, just 2 together and 1 of crazy him. :)
Will upload it once baby uploads it into the computer!!!

I'm eating Cadbury chocolate with loads of roast almonds now.
HAHA, i know you're jealous. HEEHEE!!
NEH NEH NI POO POO!!!! :D

I love you, my dear.
And YOU JUST MADE ME SMILE!!!!!!!!
'Pumpkin' :D

It's undeniable that we should be together.
It's unbelievable, how i used to say that i'd fall never.

You came and breathed new life into this lonely heart of mine

2006-05-29T19:53:00.000+08:00

I took the O level Chinese examination today.
I don't really see how people can find it easy. To me, it's just so so, not that easy and not that tough. But then again, i'm very worried. I hope i'll do well, then i won't have to retake it at the end of the year. God bless me.

After the papers, went to change my top and headed down to town to meet Wf.
HEH :D
We caught X men at Cine! Got nachos, hot dog and coke. I thought i spilled the cheese on myself la, haha. But thank God, i didn't!! :D
There was this old man behind us at the Couple seat and honestly, something's not quite right with his mind or something okay. Wf kept laughing la, haha! Ah well, poor guy.

Saw Zhiyi and her gf before catching the show. Actually, when i was waiting for Wf to get to town because he went home to get ready and all.

We went around looking for pretty things and well, i found a nice Tommy top but Wf didn't really agree with me. Haha. It's alright!! :D

We were at Zara and this Firefly song was playing.
I totally like it, i find it really catchy and adorable!! :D

Firefly, come back to me. Hah.

Wengfai :

Baby, i love you!!
I'm sorry that you have to get so angry sometimes. I really am.
But i do enjoy myself when i'm out with you. It's always fun when we're both being our usual selves. I don't have to pretend when i'm around you. Because you know me inside out. And well, i guess, i just want you to know that i really do care. I don't ever want to let you go.
And you know what we've gone through. More than just the quarrels and heated arguments.
Thank you so much for colouring my life.
I love you ever so much!

See the rest of you kids at the stayover!!!

I kiss the morning goodbye

2006-05-28T19:00:00.000+08:00

I'm sick of blogging again. Haha.

Baby wants me to study. Heh.
So, bye bye.
I LOVE YOU, DEAR! :D

I will love you, till forever.
Until death do us part, we'll be together.

2006-05-23T13:02:00.000+08:00

HEY hey hey ho

I'm having some computer workshop thing now, i think it's some Microsoft nonsense. Ain't too sure, though.
Anyway, this morning was really really boring.
We had some chinese enrichment thing and it's not like i totally love chinese. I'm so bloody hell sick of it already. I have chinese classes every night except for Saturdays but thank God, it'll all be ending this week. Har har :D

Anyway, i've gotten my Mid-year results already. It ain't fantastic. :(

English 62
Chinese 56
Biology 78
Phy/chem 71
Literature 61
SS/History 69
Emath 56

L1R5= 19

I'm very disappointed in my languages and my math :(
I used to ger As for Chinese and B3 and above for English. Now, my emath sucks too.
I want to do well and get into a reputable and good JC, you see!! :/
Oh, nevermind.

Well, i guess i just really wanna say,
I LOVE YOU, WENGFAI.
<3

2006-05-22T22:10:00.000+08:00

Hello hello hello hello hello hello hello

Okay i'm back from Jiang!
Anyway, my L1R5 is like 19. Oh bledddddy heck, there's still improvement!! I used to do so badly last year with 35? Gosh, i know.

Mmkay, went out with Kim leong, Andrea, small Gwen and Andrea's friend (Liying, i think)! We went to eat and all, while watching Andrea and Liying get a haircut.

ANDREA LOOKS FUNKY :D

Kim leong = QIQI!!!! :):)

That's really damn bloody cute.
HEH

I love my baby!!! :D

Riiiiiiiiiiiiiiight noooowwwwwwwwwwww

2006-05-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

I decided to have a blog again but bloody hell, two of my posts got deleted and i'm so so so so bloody furious now.
I'll update when i'm calm again. Maybe tomorrow. UGH!

But anyhow, i've got MY eyecandy! And that feels better.

I love you, honey.

She was only sixteen, only sixteen.